1 00:01:12,785 --> 00:01:14,036 Everybody has some kind of jones 2 00:01:14,370 --> 00:01:15,705 here in New York City. 3 00:01:16,038 --> 00:01:17,582 Everybody has something that they need to do 4 00:01:17,915 --> 00:01:20,376 in order to get through the day. 5 00:01:23,379 --> 00:01:24,005 And if you're like me, 6 00:01:24,338 --> 00:01:25,423 you don't want to really hurt anybody, 7 00:01:25,756 --> 00:01:27,216 but sure, we'd like somebody to come by 8 00:01:27,550 --> 00:01:30,052 you could hustle out of a few bucks. 9 00:01:30,386 --> 00:01:31,345 And you're sitting here, you're sick, 10 00:01:31,679 --> 00:01:33,764 you don't know where the fuck to get some bread. 11 00:01:35,766 --> 00:01:37,977 It's like a chill you can't shake. 12 00:01:38,311 --> 00:01:40,730 Like an ache. You don't know where it comes from. 13 00:01:43,065 --> 00:01:46,402 It's like a good love affair, it's nice when it starts. 14 00:01:48,237 --> 00:01:52,033 Then it becomes fucked, just like everything else. 15 00:02:51,300 --> 00:02:53,344 - You know, you could stop. 16 00:02:54,804 --> 00:02:56,514 I don't know, it's just the best part. 17 00:02:56,847 --> 00:03:00,351 I enjoy it. I want it to last another minute. 18 00:03:02,728 --> 00:03:03,479 Okay? 19 00:03:38,806 --> 00:03:41,308 Executive Brand. 20 00:04:12,548 --> 00:04:14,675 Works, works, works, works, works, works. 21 00:04:15,009 --> 00:04:18,971 You need some works? Works, works, works, works, works. 22 00:04:30,024 --> 00:04:32,526 - Man, that stuff must be good. 23 00:04:35,946 --> 00:04:36,572 - You copping? 24 00:04:36,906 --> 00:04:38,365 - Yeah. Why don't you throw me with a bag, bro? 25 00:04:38,699 --> 00:04:40,159 - Bro, man, you crazy man? I just got you a bag. 26 00:04:40,493 --> 00:04:41,911 - Yo man, I'm sick like a motherfucker, bro. 27 00:04:42,244 --> 00:04:43,370 - If I could do it, I would do it. I just got you back. 28 00:04:43,704 --> 00:04:44,789 - Come on, man. Yo, man. 29 00:04:45,122 --> 00:04:46,582 - You know me, man. if I could do it, I would do it, man. 30 00:04:46,916 --> 00:04:48,209 - Yo, man. Bag, man. 31 00:04:48,542 --> 00:04:50,961 Bag ain't gonna do nothing to you, man. 32 00:05:01,305 --> 00:05:01,806 - Hey. 33 00:05:02,139 --> 00:05:02,807 - Hey. What do you want? 34 00:05:03,140 --> 00:05:04,517 - You got D? 35 00:05:04,850 --> 00:05:07,144 - I got stuff. What do you want? 36 00:05:07,478 --> 00:05:08,020 - Two dimes. 37 00:05:08,354 --> 00:05:10,564 - Two dimes. Two dimes or one? 38 00:05:10,898 --> 00:05:11,524 Go on. Go. 39 00:07:28,202 --> 00:07:31,038 The fucking batteries, man. 40 00:07:31,997 --> 00:07:36,669 - Don't want beef shots, bro. 41 00:07:43,175 --> 00:07:44,593 The fucking batteries, man. 42 00:07:44,927 --> 00:07:48,597 Give him his fucking beef shot, bro. 43 00:07:48,931 --> 00:07:51,600 You make sure the motherfucker don't move, man. 44 00:07:51,934 --> 00:07:54,853 All right, wait. And one of these fudge bars. 45 00:08:17,042 --> 00:08:20,129 - Hey, listen. Get over here. Come on. 46 00:08:21,171 --> 00:08:22,297 All right, all right, all right. 47 00:08:22,631 --> 00:08:23,590 - Get your hands in your pocket 48 00:08:23,924 --> 00:08:25,217 and put it right in my mine. 49 00:08:25,551 --> 00:08:26,051 What? 50 00:08:26,385 --> 00:08:27,636 - Drop that board. Now. 51 00:08:27,970 --> 00:08:29,430 - Can I do -- - Shut up. 52 00:08:29,763 --> 00:08:31,098 You see that? Keep walking. 53 00:08:31,432 --> 00:08:33,100 - All right. - Turn around. 54 00:08:33,434 --> 00:08:33,934 - Okay. 55 00:08:34,268 --> 00:08:35,436 - [Mugger] I'm gonna hurt you. - All right. 56 00:08:35,769 --> 00:08:37,813 - Get the hell out of here. 57 00:08:54,163 --> 00:08:57,875 - [Man] Everybody's bragging, man. Everybody's bragging. 58 00:08:58,208 --> 00:09:01,378 - Oh, he had a fight today. Not him, Sharkie. 59 00:09:01,712 --> 00:09:02,629 And it was about this guy 60 00:09:02,963 --> 00:09:05,257 that had this old pit bull. 61 00:09:06,675 --> 00:09:07,468 It was a pit bull. 62 00:09:07,801 --> 00:09:09,720 - Hey, Cisco. - Hey. 63 00:09:10,054 --> 00:09:12,556 - What's up, Gringo? How you been, man? 64 00:09:12,890 --> 00:09:13,640 - Don't call that Gringo shit. 65 00:09:13,974 --> 00:09:15,517 - What's up with you, brother? 66 00:09:15,851 --> 00:09:18,520 - Oh, man. This guy taking off everything I had. 67 00:09:19,563 --> 00:09:20,439 - That's too bad. 68 00:09:20,773 --> 00:09:22,316 - Oh gee, he got ripped off. 69 00:09:22,649 --> 00:09:23,817 - Fuck you. 70 00:09:24,151 --> 00:09:24,818 - [Cisco] What is it with you guys? 71 00:09:25,152 --> 00:09:25,736 When you people get ripped off, 72 00:09:26,070 --> 00:09:27,154 you don't go back and kick ass? 73 00:09:27,488 --> 00:09:28,405 I mean, what the fuck is wrong with you guys? 74 00:09:28,739 --> 00:09:29,323 - Go back and kick ass. 75 00:09:29,656 --> 00:09:30,991 - [Cisco] What's wrong with you? 76 00:09:31,325 --> 00:09:33,368 You don't go over there and fight? I don't understand. 77 00:09:33,702 --> 00:09:36,330 - I got a seven inch knife wound on my stomach. 78 00:09:36,663 --> 00:09:37,206 I lost this eye. 79 00:09:37,539 --> 00:09:39,416 I had two sides of my jaw broken 80 00:09:39,750 --> 00:09:41,794 from fighting 15 dudes. 81 00:09:42,127 --> 00:09:44,671 And you know, I bit one motherfucker's ear off 82 00:09:45,005 --> 00:09:45,839 and spit it in his face, 83 00:09:46,173 --> 00:09:47,800 'cause four of them were jumping on me. 84 00:09:48,133 --> 00:09:51,011 If I'm right there and I'm fighting, I don't mind fighting, 85 00:09:51,345 --> 00:09:55,349 but going back for fucking $20, $30, you know? 86 00:09:55,682 --> 00:09:57,226 You say you and they. 87 00:09:58,352 --> 00:10:02,064 "You guys, you whiteys never fight back." Shit. 88 00:10:02,397 --> 00:10:03,315 - I mean, you gotta show them. 89 00:10:03,649 --> 00:10:04,316 He's playing with your man. 90 00:10:04,650 --> 00:10:05,150 If he take your shit away, 91 00:10:05,484 --> 00:10:06,985 you gonna just stand there and go and you not coming back? 92 00:10:07,319 --> 00:10:08,278 He sees you the next day, he's gonna do it again. 93 00:10:08,612 --> 00:10:10,823 - [Gringo] Screw you guys. Fucking Dear Abby or something? 94 00:10:11,156 --> 00:10:12,616 - [Cisco] Oh, come on. - "Dear Chico. 95 00:10:12,950 --> 00:10:14,326 What should I do?" 96 00:10:14,660 --> 00:10:15,953 - We're not keeping your -- 97 00:10:18,288 --> 00:10:19,832 - All right. - Go with somebody, man. 98 00:10:20,165 --> 00:10:22,751 - I know that. I usually do. You know that, Jimbo. 99 00:10:23,085 --> 00:10:23,710 What am I gonna do? 100 00:10:24,044 --> 00:10:25,921 Fight back? You usually do, but today -- 101 00:10:26,255 --> 00:10:27,381 - Yeah, right. 102 00:10:30,717 --> 00:10:32,511 - If you wouldn't be getting high, none of this would be happening. 103 00:10:32,845 --> 00:10:33,929 He's stupid, man. I don't understand. 104 00:10:34,263 --> 00:10:35,013 These people are dumb, man. 105 00:10:35,347 --> 00:10:36,849 And by people, he thought I meant just white people, man. 106 00:10:37,182 --> 00:10:38,392 I don't mean just white people. 107 00:10:38,725 --> 00:10:40,853 I'm talking about people that get high and shit. 108 00:10:41,186 --> 00:10:42,646 It's no fucking good, man. Look at him. 109 00:10:42,980 --> 00:10:44,439 - Without nothing. 110 00:11:24,396 --> 00:11:25,856 - [Gringo] Oh, fuck. 111 00:11:27,399 --> 00:11:29,276 Got a cigarette you can spare? 112 00:11:30,736 --> 00:11:32,487 Could you spare a cigarette? 113 00:11:35,199 --> 00:11:35,949 Thanks. 114 00:11:53,926 --> 00:11:57,095 - [Gringo] You know, I can always get $10 together 115 00:11:57,429 --> 00:11:59,223 to panhandle a few bucks. 116 00:11:59,556 --> 00:12:02,267 Hit up a friend, collect on a debt, 117 00:12:03,477 --> 00:12:06,313 and there's always some way of getting 10 bucks together. 118 00:12:06,647 --> 00:12:09,316 You got the punk rock special joints here. 119 00:12:09,650 --> 00:12:11,860 (singing) I was a lonely soul. 120 00:12:14,238 --> 00:12:16,490 I had nobody 'til I met you. 121 00:12:20,202 --> 00:12:24,122 But you keep me. 122 00:12:24,456 --> 00:12:25,916 Maybe sometimes, you sell your clothes 123 00:12:26,250 --> 00:12:28,669 out on the street. Or everything. 124 00:12:29,002 --> 00:12:31,505 Anything you can get your hands on, you sell it. 125 00:12:31,838 --> 00:12:33,799 Or you help a friend sell something he's got, 126 00:12:34,132 --> 00:12:36,426 and he gives you some of the money from it. 127 00:12:36,760 --> 00:12:39,304 But you don't have to hurt nobody 128 00:12:39,638 --> 00:12:41,181 to keep a drug habit in this city. 129 00:12:41,515 --> 00:12:43,267 This is Chuck. Yeah, right here. 130 00:12:43,600 --> 00:12:45,018 What do you want? 131 00:12:45,352 --> 00:12:46,311 I got nickels. 132 00:12:47,354 --> 00:12:48,272 I mean, shit. 133 00:12:48,605 --> 00:12:49,439 We all do something we wouldn't do 134 00:12:49,773 --> 00:12:51,066 to keep our habit together. 135 00:12:51,441 --> 00:12:52,651 Jose, man, don't kill my business. 136 00:12:52,985 --> 00:12:53,652 Come here. I got joints. 137 00:12:53,986 --> 00:12:54,945 - You got joints? - Yeah, I got joints. 138 00:12:55,279 --> 00:12:57,906 Come here. I got joints. Come here. 139 00:12:58,240 --> 00:12:59,908 Give me a paper, Jose. 140 00:13:00,242 --> 00:13:00,867 - I thought you were gonna smoke. 141 00:13:01,201 --> 00:13:03,537 - Yeah, but can I have a paper for this guy? 142 00:13:03,870 --> 00:13:04,955 Come on. - To hell with it. 143 00:13:05,289 --> 00:13:07,249 - Jose, come on. Jose, gimme two papers. 144 00:13:07,582 --> 00:13:09,376 One for you and me. Hey. 145 00:13:15,132 --> 00:13:15,882 Assholes. 146 00:13:18,510 --> 00:13:19,177 You know what they'll do? 147 00:13:19,511 --> 00:13:20,887 They'll find somebody that's clean, 148 00:13:21,221 --> 00:13:22,973 you know they ain't got high yet that day, 149 00:13:23,307 --> 00:13:25,851 and they'll have them test the dope. 150 00:13:26,184 --> 00:13:28,603 Sometimes, that's real nice. 151 00:13:28,937 --> 00:13:31,523 'Cause they don't know it's really strong 152 00:13:31,857 --> 00:13:33,900 and you get real fucked up. 153 00:13:45,871 --> 00:13:46,663 - [Dealer] So, how you been? 154 00:13:46,997 --> 00:13:48,165 - I've been doing all day man. 155 00:13:48,498 --> 00:13:50,709 You know, can't complain, really. 156 00:13:51,043 --> 00:13:53,503 Start complaining, nobody don't want to hear about it. 157 00:13:53,837 --> 00:13:55,130 - [Dealer] Ain't seen you in a while. 158 00:13:55,464 --> 00:13:56,590 You still living down here? 159 00:13:56,923 --> 00:13:58,342 - [Gringo] I'm sure more than one dope tester 160 00:13:58,675 --> 00:14:00,927 has wound up on the rooftop 161 00:14:01,261 --> 00:14:02,929 with the rats eating at his balls, 162 00:14:03,263 --> 00:14:07,017 because so and so didn't cut it right. 163 00:14:09,311 --> 00:14:11,688 - [Woman] They don't like it. 164 00:14:12,022 --> 00:14:12,814 How'd it go? 165 00:14:14,274 --> 00:14:17,194 - Let's find out in a minute, ladies. 166 00:14:17,527 --> 00:14:18,612 - It's hard as hell, though. 167 00:14:18,945 --> 00:14:20,364 - [Woman] it don't look like it's coming too fast, though. 168 00:14:20,697 --> 00:14:24,117 - No, not really, because it's getting cold now. 169 00:14:24,451 --> 00:14:26,161 Summertime's all right. 170 00:14:29,414 --> 00:14:31,249 And now, it's getting kind of cold. 171 00:14:31,583 --> 00:14:32,876 It might be kind of hard. 172 00:14:33,210 --> 00:14:34,252 - [Woman] Mhmm. 173 00:14:48,850 --> 00:14:51,269 - [Woman] That's kind of full. 174 00:14:53,271 --> 00:14:55,690 - [Dealer] Just bag. Just bag. 175 00:15:00,487 --> 00:15:02,697 Yeah, just bag it. Just bag. 176 00:15:03,865 --> 00:15:05,033 - [Woman] Okay. 177 00:15:14,459 --> 00:15:15,544 - Get one more pull 178 00:15:15,877 --> 00:15:18,880 and come on out of this joint. 179 00:15:19,214 --> 00:15:22,509 This here what you call a midnight snack. 180 00:15:22,843 --> 00:15:24,970 - Nine, 10. That's a bundle. 181 00:15:26,304 --> 00:15:27,431 - [Gringo] And it's one apartment. 182 00:15:27,764 --> 00:15:31,435 There's $100,000 worth of drugs going down. 183 00:15:31,768 --> 00:15:33,895 And they got these chicks bagging up dope, 184 00:15:34,229 --> 00:15:36,231 and running it up to the corners. 185 00:15:36,565 --> 00:15:40,110 There's really a quality control. 186 00:15:48,577 --> 00:15:51,997 - I got nice and deep. So far, so good, man. 187 00:15:52,330 --> 00:15:53,123 Dope tastes pretty nice. 188 00:15:53,457 --> 00:15:53,957 - [Dealer] Yeah? 189 00:15:54,291 --> 00:15:56,835 - Yeah, yeah. Nice paper hit too. 190 00:15:58,003 --> 00:15:59,087 - He said it's all right. 191 00:15:59,421 --> 00:16:00,005 - [Dealer] Enjoy. 192 00:16:00,338 --> 00:16:01,173 - [Man] Okay. I appreciate that. 193 00:16:01,506 --> 00:16:02,507 - [Woman] Would he be paying cash? 194 00:16:04,593 --> 00:16:06,470 Couple of lines. Yeah. 195 00:16:06,803 --> 00:16:08,096 - [Woman] Yeah. 196 00:16:08,430 --> 00:16:11,892 Well, this is good stuff, so it can hold a decent cut. 197 00:16:16,813 --> 00:16:18,315 - [Woman] Put a two on it. 198 00:16:18,648 --> 00:16:20,859 Oh, no, you can put more in that one, it's Iranian. 199 00:16:21,193 --> 00:16:22,777 It's Iranian, you can put more. 200 00:16:23,111 --> 00:16:23,612 - [Woman] Three or four. 201 00:16:23,945 --> 00:16:25,947 - [Woman] Yeah, definitely. 202 00:16:36,875 --> 00:16:37,834 - It took me an hour. 203 00:16:38,168 --> 00:16:40,337 First of all, I had to wait an hour in line to cop. 204 00:16:40,670 --> 00:16:41,713 It was like a million people. 205 00:16:42,047 --> 00:16:43,715 - One hour? - Well, come on. 206 00:16:44,049 --> 00:16:46,134 And it was a long time. 207 00:16:46,468 --> 00:16:50,805 I finally cop and all of a sudden, La Hondo, red light. 208 00:16:51,139 --> 00:16:53,350 So they make us sit there. 209 00:16:53,683 --> 00:16:55,810 They say, "Everybody crouch down, don't say a word." 210 00:16:56,144 --> 00:16:58,188 So we're sitting there. - I'm glad I didn't go. 211 00:16:58,522 --> 00:17:00,649 - Well, I know. That's why I never want you to go, baby. 212 00:17:00,982 --> 00:17:03,527 You know that. You know I always cop for you. 213 00:17:03,860 --> 00:17:08,281 But anyways, so we're all crouched down, waiting, 214 00:17:08,615 --> 00:17:11,618 and it's about seriously at least 15 minutes waiting, 215 00:17:11,952 --> 00:17:13,245 while they said, "The police are right out front, 216 00:17:13,578 --> 00:17:14,871 don't nobody move." 217 00:17:15,205 --> 00:17:17,707 And so, we're sitting there, 218 00:17:18,041 --> 00:17:19,918 and then I said, finally, "Fuck it, 219 00:17:20,252 --> 00:17:21,253 I'm gonna try to get outta here, 220 00:17:21,586 --> 00:17:24,464 'cause I already had the dope on me, stashed in my pants." 221 00:17:24,798 --> 00:17:28,593 So then, there's this guy up on the second floor 222 00:17:29,594 --> 00:17:31,429 and there's no steps going up. 223 00:17:31,763 --> 00:17:33,682 So he had to pull me up 224 00:17:34,015 --> 00:17:36,518 and there was a hole going down to the basement. 225 00:17:36,851 --> 00:17:39,854 All this broken glass and tin cans and racks. 226 00:17:40,188 --> 00:17:40,814 So he's pulling me up. 227 00:17:41,147 --> 00:17:42,440 I'm scared of heights and shit anyway. 228 00:17:42,774 --> 00:17:47,028 So he pulls me up, I run through the building, 229 00:17:47,362 --> 00:17:51,408 go out a window, have to hop over an air shaft, 230 00:17:51,741 --> 00:17:53,243 right through another abandoned building, 231 00:17:53,577 --> 00:17:57,664 down a fire escape, over three fucking barbed wire fences. 232 00:17:57,998 --> 00:18:00,250 And on the third fence, these dogs were chasing me 233 00:18:00,584 --> 00:18:02,085 and biting at my legs, man. 234 00:18:02,419 --> 00:18:04,296 I fucking hop over, right? 235 00:18:04,629 --> 00:18:07,507 Go around through, come out the other end. 236 00:18:07,841 --> 00:18:11,011 I know, totally fucking destroyed my body. 237 00:18:11,344 --> 00:18:13,263 All banged and scratched up. 238 00:18:13,597 --> 00:18:17,058 I come out and the police are gone. 239 00:18:17,392 --> 00:18:17,892 The police are gone 240 00:18:18,226 --> 00:18:19,978 and people are going back in the place again. 241 00:18:20,312 --> 00:18:20,895 - Already? - Right. 242 00:18:21,229 --> 00:18:22,105 - Two seconds. - Right, right. 243 00:18:22,439 --> 00:18:24,691 In two minutes, if I had waited two more minutes, 244 00:18:25,025 --> 00:18:29,446 I wouldn't have had to go through all this fucking bullshit. 245 00:18:40,790 --> 00:18:44,628 - [Dealer] Any works? See through blue. Any works? Works? 246 00:18:44,961 --> 00:18:46,129 - [Man] You got that (indistinct). 247 00:18:46,463 --> 00:18:46,963 - See through. 248 00:18:47,297 --> 00:18:47,922 - See through? 249 00:18:48,256 --> 00:18:48,757 - Come on. 250 00:18:49,090 --> 00:18:50,800 - Yeah, let me get a new set. 251 00:18:59,643 --> 00:19:01,269 - Works, works. Any works? 252 00:19:01,603 --> 00:19:03,104 - Excuse me, you can't hang out here. 253 00:19:03,438 --> 00:19:04,105 - I'm waiting for somebody. 254 00:19:04,439 --> 00:19:05,023 - I'm sorry, but 255 00:19:05,357 --> 00:19:06,941 you gotta hang out across the street somewhere. I'm sorry. 256 00:19:07,275 --> 00:19:09,986 - Across the street? - Yeah, I'm sorry. 257 00:19:10,320 --> 00:19:11,613 You know, we're conducting business here. 258 00:19:11,946 --> 00:19:12,614 You gotta hang out down there. 259 00:19:12,947 --> 00:19:13,948 - Your business is inside 260 00:19:14,282 --> 00:19:15,867 and I'm waiting for my man to come out. 261 00:19:16,201 --> 00:19:17,452 - I'm sorry, you cannot. 262 00:19:17,786 --> 00:19:19,287 - Excuse me? - Go ahead. 263 00:19:19,621 --> 00:19:21,915 - Can I hang out in back? 264 00:19:27,837 --> 00:19:29,339 - [Woman] Go ahead. 265 00:19:33,968 --> 00:19:35,845 - [Man] Give us a minute, man. 266 00:19:36,179 --> 00:19:39,516 It wasn't all that hot. It wasn't all that hot. 267 00:19:39,849 --> 00:19:40,558 - No hanging out here. 268 00:19:40,892 --> 00:19:43,019 - [Man] Excuse me? - No hanging out. 269 00:19:43,353 --> 00:19:45,397 - [Man] Yo, babe, we're done. We're done. 270 00:19:45,730 --> 00:19:46,898 (indistinct conversation) 271 00:19:47,315 --> 00:19:48,483 - [Woman] Brother, you know. 272 00:19:48,817 --> 00:19:49,693 - [Man] None of that bullshit. 273 00:19:50,026 --> 00:19:51,194 - [Woman] Take your time. You getting it, that's all. 274 00:19:51,528 --> 00:19:52,654 - [Man] Everybody waiting in fucking line. 275 00:19:52,987 --> 00:19:53,863 - [Woman] And who's working that line? 276 00:19:57,367 --> 00:19:59,452 - [Man] Everybody straight up. 277 00:20:30,650 --> 00:20:34,320 - Money straight out if you want to cop. C and D. 278 00:20:34,654 --> 00:20:35,363 Toke and dope. 279 00:20:36,906 --> 00:20:38,450 (muffled conversation) 280 00:20:38,783 --> 00:20:40,368 - Okay. Go ahead. 281 00:20:43,538 --> 00:20:47,417 - Yo, yo, yo. Move the line up, move the line up. 282 00:20:49,252 --> 00:20:50,545 Three in one? 283 00:20:50,879 --> 00:20:54,466 - [Man] Sometimes, I think, like, what would be like this 284 00:20:54,799 --> 00:20:56,468 if we didn't have dope? 285 00:20:56,801 --> 00:20:58,595 I don't think there would be a Lower East Side. 286 00:20:58,928 --> 00:21:03,725 I don't think that we would survive, 287 00:21:04,309 --> 00:21:07,312 'cause everybody would be on welfare. 288 00:21:09,230 --> 00:21:11,900 The city would go down the drain. 289 00:21:12,233 --> 00:21:16,988 The dope money has a lot to do with the economy of the city. 290 00:21:18,573 --> 00:21:21,159 'Cause it does bring in a lot of money 291 00:21:21,493 --> 00:21:22,744 from different states. 292 00:21:23,077 --> 00:21:27,457 A lot of people come up from Connecticut, Pennsylvania, 293 00:21:27,791 --> 00:21:29,542 Jersey and all what have you. 294 00:21:29,876 --> 00:21:32,420 And they leave a lot of money down here. 295 00:21:32,754 --> 00:21:34,380 - [Dealer] Okay. It's a hot night right here. 296 00:21:34,714 --> 00:21:37,884 I ain't feeling that good. Come on, next. 297 00:21:39,010 --> 00:21:40,094 Make that snappy. 298 00:21:40,428 --> 00:21:41,721 - Yo, man. Got people waiting. Move. 299 00:21:42,055 --> 00:21:43,014 - Come on, come on. 300 00:21:46,601 --> 00:21:47,101 - [Man] Stay right there. 301 00:21:47,435 --> 00:21:50,021 - Yo, have your money straight out. 302 00:21:50,355 --> 00:21:51,272 - [Man] A lot of kids will go out 303 00:21:51,606 --> 00:21:53,566 and they try to get a job. 304 00:21:53,900 --> 00:21:56,778 There's too many kids and too little jobs. 305 00:21:57,111 --> 00:22:01,533 So gotta come along all from a job in a dope spot 306 00:22:01,866 --> 00:22:04,911 making $200, $300 a week at a young age. 307 00:22:06,329 --> 00:22:08,915 As they get older, salary goes up, 308 00:22:09,249 --> 00:22:12,460 they start wearing nice clothes, jewelry. 309 00:22:13,461 --> 00:22:15,296 They see that they could get 310 00:22:15,630 --> 00:22:17,799 just about anything they want in the neighborhood. 311 00:22:18,132 --> 00:22:21,845 Maybe they'll shoot a guy, get a little respect. 312 00:22:22,178 --> 00:22:24,055 But for them, that's it. 313 00:22:24,389 --> 00:22:26,224 Just some kids, they're smart. 314 00:22:26,558 --> 00:22:30,603 They'll work their way from watching to bodyguard, 315 00:22:32,605 --> 00:22:36,442 where they bodyguard the person selling. 316 00:22:36,776 --> 00:22:38,319 And to manager. 317 00:22:38,653 --> 00:22:41,239 Once they become a manager, they could branch off 318 00:22:41,573 --> 00:22:44,284 and boss will open up another spot, 319 00:22:45,618 --> 00:22:50,498 and they'll receive a percent, like maybe 50%, 75%. 320 00:22:53,042 --> 00:22:54,544 Someone who lives out in the suburbs 321 00:22:54,878 --> 00:22:57,714 will never see the money that we see. 322 00:22:58,047 --> 00:23:01,843 You could sell 20 bundles, 100 bags in a bundle. 323 00:23:02,802 --> 00:23:04,554 That's like 20,000 a day. 324 00:23:04,888 --> 00:23:05,680 - [Dealer] Yeah. What you want? 325 00:23:06,014 --> 00:23:06,514 - Two coke. 326 00:23:06,848 --> 00:23:08,057 - [Dealer] Next. 327 00:23:08,391 --> 00:23:09,183 - Can I get two in one? 328 00:23:09,517 --> 00:23:10,727 - [Dealer] Yo. - Frederico. 329 00:23:11,060 --> 00:23:12,020 - [Man] You have people come in here 330 00:23:12,353 --> 00:23:13,980 with $400 or $500. 331 00:23:14,314 --> 00:23:15,899 Every day, the same people. 332 00:23:16,232 --> 00:23:17,191 - Ten dope. 333 00:23:17,525 --> 00:23:18,568 - [Man] That means that they're spending 334 00:23:18,902 --> 00:23:20,236 like $3,000 a week. 335 00:23:22,488 --> 00:23:24,949 Some kids start off as early as 20, 336 00:23:25,283 --> 00:23:28,828 thinking about retiring by the time they're 29, 30. 337 00:23:29,162 --> 00:23:32,832 I know a few guys that have gone to Puerto Rico 338 00:23:33,875 --> 00:23:37,670 with half a million, a million dollars. 339 00:23:38,004 --> 00:23:39,881 A lot of them don't make it. 340 00:23:40,214 --> 00:23:44,177 A lot of them get hooked. Spend most the money they save. 341 00:23:44,510 --> 00:23:46,804 And if they don't have anyone that'll back them up, 342 00:23:47,138 --> 00:23:49,891 or care for them, they'll just wind up in the gutter. 343 00:23:50,224 --> 00:23:52,101 - How many bags you got left? 344 00:23:52,435 --> 00:23:57,106 - Some of them have been millionaires twice, three times, 345 00:23:57,440 --> 00:23:59,233 and lost it all 346 00:23:59,567 --> 00:24:02,654 'til they got to the point where they don't care anymore. 347 00:24:02,987 --> 00:24:06,574 They lost it all, so just resort to shooting drugs 348 00:24:06,908 --> 00:24:09,410 and shooting drugs and shooting drugs. 349 00:24:09,744 --> 00:24:10,954 - Hey. 350 00:24:28,930 --> 00:24:29,973 - [Gringo] You know, the brand names are funny. 351 00:24:30,306 --> 00:24:33,017 They're usually from hip movies at the time. 352 00:24:33,351 --> 00:24:36,980 Like Black Sunday and ET, and Mr. T Dope brand. 353 00:24:40,108 --> 00:24:44,028 And say, Paco or Flaco, or whatever, 354 00:24:44,362 --> 00:24:46,906 the head dope guy 355 00:24:47,240 --> 00:24:49,575 for such and such a label. 356 00:24:49,909 --> 00:24:51,953 He buys it at the same place as the other guys. 357 00:24:52,286 --> 00:24:54,163 And they all may go to the same factory 358 00:24:54,497 --> 00:24:56,124 and say, "Put my stamp on this 359 00:24:56,457 --> 00:24:58,459 and put a one and a half step on it." 360 00:24:58,793 --> 00:25:01,462 And that means that for every gram of heroin, 361 00:25:01,796 --> 00:25:03,256 there's a gram and a half cut. 362 00:25:03,589 --> 00:25:06,634 And that's how you get the different grade of dope 363 00:25:06,968 --> 00:25:07,635 on the street. 364 00:25:07,969 --> 00:25:09,220 And then all of a sudden, boom, 365 00:25:09,554 --> 00:25:10,513 they'll say, "Put a three on it," 366 00:25:10,847 --> 00:25:12,348 and then they'll put it out on the street. 367 00:25:12,682 --> 00:25:14,267 It sucks, it ain't beef, 368 00:25:14,600 --> 00:25:15,977 but it takes you three bags to get straight 369 00:25:16,310 --> 00:25:18,771 instead of one and a half, or two. 370 00:25:19,105 --> 00:25:20,356 - [Dealer] C and D. 371 00:25:20,690 --> 00:25:23,401 (indistinct conversation) 372 00:25:23,735 --> 00:25:24,986 C and D. You want -- - [Dealer] Homeboy, 373 00:25:25,319 --> 00:25:26,279 I got some blue, blue. 374 00:25:26,612 --> 00:25:27,238 C and D. 375 00:25:29,407 --> 00:25:31,242 - [Dealer] Let's go. Come on. 376 00:25:31,576 --> 00:25:32,744 Come on, let's go. 377 00:25:33,077 --> 00:25:35,371 (indistinct conversation) 378 00:25:35,705 --> 00:25:36,372 - [Man] You the one that stuck out 379 00:25:36,706 --> 00:25:38,708 the first national fight, man. 380 00:25:39,042 --> 00:25:40,168 - [Dealer] C and D. 381 00:25:40,501 --> 00:25:42,295 - [Man] You in for the re-run? 382 00:25:42,628 --> 00:25:45,673 - [Man] What's up, man? - [Dealer] C and D. 383 00:25:46,007 --> 00:25:47,967 - [Man] What's up, man? What's happening? 384 00:25:50,762 --> 00:25:53,181 - [Dealer] C and D, C and D. 385 00:25:53,514 --> 00:25:54,432 C and D. 386 00:25:54,766 --> 00:25:58,561 - [Dealer] That good, right? Take care, homeboy. 387 00:25:59,854 --> 00:26:03,066 - [Man] What's up, Jesus Christ? Yellow tape, yellow tape. 388 00:26:03,399 --> 00:26:06,652 (indistinct conversation) 389 00:26:08,279 --> 00:26:10,948 (car horn beeps) 390 00:26:13,076 --> 00:26:14,327 - Hey, que paso? 391 00:26:16,537 --> 00:26:17,622 - What's happening? 392 00:26:17,955 --> 00:26:20,249 Listen, man, we been hearing some shit 393 00:26:20,583 --> 00:26:22,585 about you selling some dummies out here. 394 00:26:22,919 --> 00:26:24,712 - No, man. - Beating customers? 395 00:26:25,046 --> 00:26:26,839 - I don't play that shit, man. I don't play that shit. 396 00:26:27,173 --> 00:26:30,843 - What about putting your shit on the street 397 00:26:31,177 --> 00:26:32,178 instead of ours? 398 00:26:32,512 --> 00:26:34,222 - Man, you're talking outta your fucking face, man. 399 00:26:34,555 --> 00:26:35,807 I don't fuck with nobody's product, man. 400 00:26:36,140 --> 00:26:36,808 - Fuck you, Freddy. 401 00:26:37,141 --> 00:26:37,892 - Hey, fuck you too, man. 402 00:26:38,226 --> 00:26:40,019 What the fuck does he got to do with us, man? 403 00:26:40,353 --> 00:26:40,937 - Listen, man. 404 00:26:41,270 --> 00:26:42,605 - He's getting greedy is what it is, man. 405 00:26:42,939 --> 00:26:44,023 - You're the the one who's getting greedy. 406 00:26:44,357 --> 00:26:45,066 - I ain't getting greedy, man. 407 00:26:45,399 --> 00:26:46,818 He don't got nothing to do with us, man. 408 00:26:47,151 --> 00:26:48,402 He's just coming out of his face. 409 00:26:48,736 --> 00:26:51,489 - We don't want you here. We don't want you in the spot. 410 00:26:51,823 --> 00:26:52,990 We don't want you at all. 411 00:27:23,396 --> 00:27:24,105 - Got a cigarette? 412 00:27:24,438 --> 00:27:25,565 - Sure. - Thanks. 413 00:27:34,073 --> 00:27:35,324 - [Gringo] Suzanne. Suzanne. 414 00:27:35,658 --> 00:27:36,659 - Suzanne. 415 00:27:36,993 --> 00:27:38,744 - [Gringo] Hey, Suzanne. It's me. It's baby. 416 00:27:39,078 --> 00:27:39,579 - [Suzanne] Shit. 417 00:27:39,912 --> 00:27:41,122 - [Gringo] Open the door. 418 00:27:41,455 --> 00:27:44,584 - [Suzanne] Four o'clock in the morning. 419 00:27:46,460 --> 00:27:48,129 - [Gringo] I gotta talk to you, okay? 420 00:27:48,462 --> 00:27:49,213 Just come here for a minute? 421 00:27:49,547 --> 00:27:50,923 - Shut up, you're waking everybody up. 422 00:27:51,257 --> 00:27:52,341 - [Gringo] I need to hold onto a few bucks. 423 00:27:52,675 --> 00:27:54,719 - I already lent you money, you never paid me back. 424 00:27:55,052 --> 00:27:56,220 - [Gringo] Come on, I've done you plenty. 425 00:27:56,554 --> 00:27:58,514 - Damn it. Go take a walk. 426 00:28:05,396 --> 00:28:08,024 - [Man] Check this out, I want to talk to you. 427 00:28:08,357 --> 00:28:11,027 Mad like a motherfucker, man. Check this out. 428 00:28:11,360 --> 00:28:13,821 The other day, I came here, man, I bought some dope, 429 00:28:14,155 --> 00:28:16,490 and the shit was called Meat Tenderizer, man. 430 00:28:16,824 --> 00:28:17,783 Hey, I bought it right here, man. 431 00:28:18,117 --> 00:28:20,077 I don't want no money back. 432 00:28:25,041 --> 00:28:25,750 - Oh, shit. 433 00:29:13,798 --> 00:29:16,425 - [Dispatch] St. George. Six dead. 434 00:29:16,759 --> 00:29:21,097 95, 7848. 8th and Eddie. 840986. 435 00:29:53,170 --> 00:29:55,923 (gurney rattles) 436 00:30:02,972 --> 00:30:06,434 - [Man] Okay. He is my brother-in-Law. 437 00:30:06,767 --> 00:30:08,686 And if he's involved with drugs, 438 00:30:09,020 --> 00:30:10,771 we will find out about it. 439 00:30:11,105 --> 00:30:13,858 But we would like to know who the fuck did it. 440 00:30:14,191 --> 00:30:15,026 Excuse my language, man, 441 00:30:15,359 --> 00:30:17,111 but that's the way it is, you know? 442 00:30:17,445 --> 00:30:19,071 When you living in Lower East Side, man, 443 00:30:19,405 --> 00:30:20,031 that's the way it is. 444 00:30:20,364 --> 00:30:21,699 - Eventually, you find out. 445 00:30:22,033 --> 00:30:24,285 - Everybody out here fucked up with everything. 446 00:30:24,618 --> 00:30:25,494 You know what I'm saying? 447 00:30:25,828 --> 00:30:28,706 The best thing you do is you gotta be cool. 448 00:30:29,040 --> 00:30:30,458 But when it comes to brothers, man, 449 00:30:30,791 --> 00:30:32,543 and they know that he got to my brother-in-law. 450 00:30:32,877 --> 00:30:34,420 They know who we are. 451 00:30:35,379 --> 00:30:36,172 We don't fuck with nobody, 452 00:30:36,505 --> 00:30:38,257 they shouldn't be messing with us. 453 00:30:38,591 --> 00:30:41,844 Now, whatever he did, it's between him, 454 00:30:42,178 --> 00:30:44,555 we would like to find out who did it. 455 00:30:44,889 --> 00:30:47,308 And if it's for drugs, then we would like to know. 456 00:30:47,641 --> 00:30:52,146 Now, the best thing I did was get in touch with the family. 457 00:30:52,480 --> 00:30:54,315 And once the family said, "Yo, we gotta do this," 458 00:30:54,648 --> 00:30:56,067 we gotta do it. 459 00:30:56,400 --> 00:30:58,819 I wish I knew who did it, 460 00:30:59,153 --> 00:31:01,989 but like they say, drugs lead you to your death. 461 00:31:02,323 --> 00:31:02,823 Know what I'm saying? 462 00:31:03,157 --> 00:31:04,617 Sometimes you got it, sometimes you don't. 463 00:31:04,950 --> 00:31:08,245 You don't have it, you find a way to get it. 464 00:31:15,086 --> 00:31:16,629 - [Gringo] Heroin is a cruel mistress, 465 00:31:16,962 --> 00:31:19,006 a brutal overseer, man. 466 00:31:19,340 --> 00:31:22,176 It wakes you up early in the morning, takes you out, 467 00:31:22,510 --> 00:31:25,638 makes you do things you would never do. 468 00:31:25,971 --> 00:31:27,223 And, well, you just don't have the time 469 00:31:27,556 --> 00:31:29,225 to worry about other things. 470 00:31:29,558 --> 00:31:31,310 Things that maybe you should be worrying about, 471 00:31:31,644 --> 00:31:33,521 facing reality, sometimes 472 00:31:33,854 --> 00:31:35,648 it's a hard thing to do. 473 00:31:40,111 --> 00:31:42,738 What's really sad is a lot of the kids 474 00:31:43,072 --> 00:31:43,781 that come down to cop, 475 00:31:44,115 --> 00:31:47,743 they got nothing shaking their lives up. 476 00:31:48,077 --> 00:31:51,539 - [Woman] Hate the cops. You know that now, but -- 477 00:31:51,872 --> 00:31:52,373 - [Woman] The cops -- 478 00:31:52,706 --> 00:31:53,457 - [Gringo] But it's amazing, you know, 479 00:31:53,791 --> 00:31:55,709 these young white chicks. 480 00:31:56,043 --> 00:31:58,254 They go into this building with $100 481 00:31:58,587 --> 00:32:00,256 and they're straight. 482 00:32:00,589 --> 00:32:02,216 They don't want to go out on the street and cop. 483 00:32:02,550 --> 00:32:04,677 You can get your throat slit out there. 484 00:32:05,010 --> 00:32:09,056 They'll come down, buy the guy some dope for himself 485 00:32:09,390 --> 00:32:11,392 and some dope for them, and send him out. 486 00:32:11,725 --> 00:32:13,686 And then they'll sit there and they'll get high. 487 00:32:14,019 --> 00:32:16,605 The guys will have the works and everything. 488 00:32:16,939 --> 00:32:17,440 - [Woman] Yeah? 489 00:32:17,773 --> 00:32:19,316 - [Woman] Up it, puppet. 490 00:32:27,658 --> 00:32:28,576 I tell you, you always get loose 491 00:32:28,909 --> 00:32:31,704 when there's girls around you, girl. 492 00:32:32,913 --> 00:32:36,500 - [Gringo] So the kids wind up using these shitty works. 493 00:32:36,834 --> 00:32:40,171 Who knows who's used these things, man? 494 00:32:40,504 --> 00:32:43,674 That's how these diseases get transmitted. 495 00:32:44,008 --> 00:32:47,553 - [Woman] I'm going in this vein too much lately. 496 00:32:47,887 --> 00:32:51,390 - [Woman] This is really hectic. 497 00:32:55,644 --> 00:32:57,062 It's come up slow. 498 00:33:01,901 --> 00:33:04,403 - [Woman] Bella, You can smoke a Marlboro, right? 499 00:33:04,737 --> 00:33:05,779 - [Woman] Yeah. 500 00:33:08,616 --> 00:33:10,117 - [Woman] Oh, man, what am I doing? 501 00:33:10,451 --> 00:33:11,911 When I got a vein right here. 502 00:33:12,244 --> 00:33:13,829 - [Woman] I'm having a hard time hitting my slip, 503 00:33:14,163 --> 00:33:15,706 but Dean kept me off. 504 00:33:19,793 --> 00:33:21,837 My veins are shallow veins. 505 00:33:24,590 --> 00:33:27,468 I used to get off an awful lot. 506 00:33:27,801 --> 00:33:28,761 I was hooked for a couple days, man. 507 00:33:29,094 --> 00:33:29,595 - [Woman] This is really -- 508 00:33:29,929 --> 00:33:31,597 - [Woman] Suzanne, you got -- 509 00:33:31,931 --> 00:33:34,391 - Now, I just get high like once, twice a week. 510 00:33:34,725 --> 00:33:36,560 And I'm having a hard time, as you can see. 511 00:33:36,894 --> 00:33:37,394 I've been making -- 512 00:33:37,728 --> 00:33:38,771 - [Woman] We might have to take a ride down there, 513 00:33:39,104 --> 00:33:41,607 'cause his boss doesn't usually put phone calls through. 514 00:33:43,692 --> 00:33:48,364 I seen one day, a girlfriend of mine and her old man. 515 00:33:50,491 --> 00:33:52,326 They were arguing over drugs. 516 00:33:52,660 --> 00:33:53,494 It's crazy. - [Woman] It's stupid. 517 00:33:53,827 --> 00:33:56,163 - [Woman] Who's doing more? 518 00:33:56,497 --> 00:33:58,749 And who's holding this, and who's holding that? 519 00:33:59,083 --> 00:34:00,376 You know what I mean? Suenta. 520 00:34:00,709 --> 00:34:02,002 In other words, let go. 521 00:34:02,336 --> 00:34:03,796 - [Woman] I love it. 522 00:34:04,755 --> 00:34:06,799 - And really, getting sick of it. 523 00:34:07,132 --> 00:34:07,633 - You can't feel with -- 524 00:34:07,967 --> 00:34:10,928 - Even when my man tells me, he hates -- 525 00:34:12,221 --> 00:34:16,642 - Sometimes, you'd be arguing over the stupidest shit. 526 00:34:18,561 --> 00:34:19,728 - [Woman] It's really shitty, man. 527 00:34:20,062 --> 00:34:21,397 - I know, it's a drag. - [Woman] No good, man. 528 00:34:21,730 --> 00:34:24,692 Just wanna just clean up the shit -- 529 00:34:25,025 --> 00:34:27,361 - Like I said, we used to do same thing. 530 00:34:27,695 --> 00:34:29,613 It's like we used to fight over who was gonna get off first. 531 00:34:29,947 --> 00:34:31,073 - [Woman] You know what saying? 532 00:34:31,407 --> 00:34:32,616 You always saying, "I'm right, I'm right, I'm right." 533 00:34:32,950 --> 00:34:33,784 And you're gonna stop and you're gonna stop. 534 00:34:34,118 --> 00:34:34,618 - That's good. 535 00:34:34,952 --> 00:34:36,787 - [Woman] First thing you think of when you get up in the morning 536 00:34:37,121 --> 00:34:38,289 is where you gonna get your first shot? 537 00:34:38,622 --> 00:34:40,416 - [Woman] No, not really, but I feel this way if I -- 538 00:34:40,749 --> 00:34:42,167 - [Woman] Sick every morning -- 539 00:34:42,501 --> 00:34:45,921 - You get through about 15, 20 minutes, half an hour. 540 00:34:46,255 --> 00:34:46,755 And then you- 541 00:34:49,258 --> 00:34:50,134 You get jobs, you know? 542 00:34:50,467 --> 00:34:54,930 Hey, hey, (indistinct) a start, you know? A start. 543 00:34:55,264 --> 00:34:56,724 - [Woman] No, no. That's bullshit. 544 00:34:57,057 --> 00:34:57,891 - Everybody's gotta start somewhere. 545 00:34:58,225 --> 00:34:59,518 - That's bullshit. 546 00:34:59,852 --> 00:35:01,312 - [Woman] Now, the first step, man, 547 00:35:01,645 --> 00:35:03,188 if you don't have -- every day you get -- 548 00:35:03,522 --> 00:35:05,190 - Say, "Where am I going to eat today? 549 00:35:05,524 --> 00:35:07,651 Where am I going get the money to eat?" 550 00:35:07,985 --> 00:35:10,279 Know how many days we've gone hungry? 551 00:35:10,613 --> 00:35:12,948 All we've worried about is getting off, getting our fix? 552 00:35:13,324 --> 00:35:14,533 - [Woman] Because we were sick. 553 00:35:14,867 --> 00:35:17,494 - How many times do I say to her, "Fuck the dope, 554 00:35:17,828 --> 00:35:19,330 buy a pack of cigarettes." 555 00:35:19,663 --> 00:35:20,581 - [Woman] Miss Perfect. 556 00:35:20,914 --> 00:35:21,874 - [Woman] Oh, far from it. 557 00:35:22,207 --> 00:35:22,708 - [Woman] Miss Perfect. 558 00:35:23,042 --> 00:35:24,251 - [Woman] Far from it, that's for sure. 559 00:35:24,585 --> 00:35:25,294 - Baby. Another one. 560 00:35:25,628 --> 00:35:27,129 - [Woman] But at least I buy cigarettes and shit. 561 00:35:27,463 --> 00:35:29,214 - [Woman] At least I buy cigarettes, too, 562 00:35:29,548 --> 00:35:31,800 and I'll eat, too, when I have it -- 563 00:35:32,134 --> 00:35:33,552 - [Woman] At the point, because she's -- 564 00:35:33,886 --> 00:35:34,845 - [Woman] You might don't be here. 565 00:35:35,179 --> 00:35:36,096 - How much money do you have on you now? 566 00:35:36,430 --> 00:35:38,515 - [Woman] You understand? How much money what I got on me? 567 00:35:38,849 --> 00:35:39,975 - Were you ever at the point she's at now? 568 00:35:40,309 --> 00:35:41,143 - [Woman] He has money. 569 00:35:41,477 --> 00:35:42,102 What he has, I got. 570 00:35:42,436 --> 00:35:42,936 - Excuse me? 571 00:35:43,270 --> 00:35:43,771 - [Woman] No. - No? 572 00:35:44,104 --> 00:35:44,605 Never in your life? 573 00:35:44,938 --> 00:35:46,231 - [Woman] Cigarettes are very important to me, no. 574 00:35:46,565 --> 00:35:47,650 - You never got to the point 575 00:35:47,983 --> 00:35:49,109 where you'd leave yourself short of cigarettes 576 00:35:49,443 --> 00:35:50,110 to go get some dope? 577 00:35:50,444 --> 00:35:50,944 - [Woman] No. 578 00:35:51,278 --> 00:35:53,238 - Well, I'm happy for you. 579 00:35:56,408 --> 00:35:59,328 - Yo, let me get two dopes, man. 580 00:35:59,662 --> 00:36:00,454 - You got tracks? 581 00:36:00,788 --> 00:36:02,790 - Yeah. Yeah, I got tracks. You wanna see my tracks? 582 00:36:03,123 --> 00:36:03,874 - Yeah. Lemme see your tracks. 583 00:36:04,208 --> 00:36:06,251 - You wanna see it? - Yeah. 584 00:36:11,131 --> 00:36:12,800 All right, gimme one. 585 00:36:15,386 --> 00:36:16,720 - [Man] It's good, huh? Tell me it's good. 586 00:36:17,054 --> 00:36:19,682 - [Man] Yeah. It's good. It's the best. 587 00:36:20,015 --> 00:36:21,225 - [Man] I see both of them nice, huh? 588 00:36:21,558 --> 00:36:22,810 - Oh, yeah, you'll like that. 589 00:36:23,143 --> 00:36:23,977 - [Man] All right, thanks a lot. 590 00:36:24,311 --> 00:36:25,604 - Okay, don't OD now. 591 00:36:25,938 --> 00:36:26,563 - I won't. 592 00:36:39,660 --> 00:36:42,287 - Got that D, got that D. Holding. 593 00:36:42,621 --> 00:36:43,205 - [Gringo] Oh, we got something. 594 00:36:43,539 --> 00:36:44,998 What you want? What you want? 595 00:36:45,332 --> 00:36:46,417 What you want? - Some of both. 596 00:36:46,750 --> 00:36:47,292 - Some of both? 597 00:36:47,626 --> 00:36:48,127 - We only got D. 598 00:36:48,460 --> 00:36:49,461 - Only got some D left? 599 00:36:49,795 --> 00:36:50,671 - Got D? - You see some tracks? 600 00:36:51,004 --> 00:36:52,172 You got some tracks, man? 601 00:36:52,506 --> 00:36:53,841 - Got tracks all over the fucking place. 602 00:36:54,174 --> 00:36:54,967 The fuck is...? 603 00:36:56,135 --> 00:36:59,596 You seen me around when I was with you. Huh? 604 00:36:59,930 --> 00:37:02,307 - [Man] Yes. I seen you around. 605 00:37:04,518 --> 00:37:05,602 How many you want to get? 606 00:37:05,936 --> 00:37:06,687 - [Gringo] Gimme two D. 607 00:37:07,020 --> 00:37:08,814 - [Man] Two Ds. You got it. 608 00:37:10,190 --> 00:37:11,942 Okey dokey. All right. 609 00:37:13,110 --> 00:37:14,903 Mm. Don't OD, now. All right? 610 00:37:15,237 --> 00:37:15,988 - Shit. Yeah. 611 00:37:16,321 --> 00:37:18,866 I don't OD on this cheap fucking dope you got. 612 00:37:19,199 --> 00:37:21,827 For all the fucking rice in China. 613 00:37:23,120 --> 00:37:26,707 - [Man] Watch that guy. He don't look right. 614 00:37:31,086 --> 00:37:31,837 Mm. 615 00:37:36,717 --> 00:37:38,051 - [Gringo] Heroin is like, 616 00:37:38,385 --> 00:37:39,845 well, first of all, it's a treasure hunt. 617 00:37:40,179 --> 00:37:42,389 You gotta find the money. 618 00:37:42,723 --> 00:37:43,682 And then it's the adventure, 619 00:37:44,016 --> 00:37:47,686 going through the jungle, or the war zone, 620 00:37:48,020 --> 00:37:52,483 and then it's finding the drugs, and finding good drugs. 621 00:37:54,485 --> 00:37:56,028 It's dodging the cops 622 00:37:56,361 --> 00:37:58,489 and the thrill of the chase, 623 00:38:00,491 --> 00:38:02,659 the thrill of the hunt for the dope. 624 00:38:02,993 --> 00:38:03,869 It's the satisfaction, 625 00:38:04,203 --> 00:38:06,371 the relief once you get something good. 626 00:38:06,705 --> 00:38:08,832 That's always the end result match. 627 00:38:09,166 --> 00:38:13,796 Then it's the satisfaction and the relief of getting high. 628 00:38:22,221 --> 00:38:26,725 - [Man] Everybody needs drugs. Everybody live on drugs. 629 00:38:28,227 --> 00:38:29,561 Main basic thing. 630 00:38:31,438 --> 00:38:34,691 Everybody can't stop messing with drugs. 631 00:38:36,276 --> 00:38:39,530 I like drugs. I like to deal with drugs. 632 00:38:40,531 --> 00:38:42,866 I sell works to get my drugs. 633 00:38:43,826 --> 00:38:47,162 And mainly, I love drugs. Mainly cocaine. 634 00:38:48,247 --> 00:38:51,708 Cocaine's a beautiful thing when you getting high off it. 635 00:38:52,042 --> 00:38:53,085 And mainly, when you getting high off it 636 00:38:53,418 --> 00:38:55,212 and it's beautiful. 637 00:38:55,546 --> 00:38:59,716 I love it. I like it and I would never stop using it. 638 00:39:00,050 --> 00:39:04,054 It is always beautiful to deal with drugs. 639 00:39:04,388 --> 00:39:06,306 Cocaine is my main hobby. 640 00:39:06,640 --> 00:39:09,726 I would never deal with nothing else but cocaine, 641 00:39:10,060 --> 00:39:11,812 and believe me, it's beautiful. 642 00:39:12,145 --> 00:39:13,522 I can never stop using it 643 00:39:13,856 --> 00:39:17,568 and I will always keep using it as long as I can. 644 00:39:17,901 --> 00:39:21,196 It's like a lovely, beautiful thing to me. 645 00:39:22,990 --> 00:39:24,658 I'm not sorry that I've started messing with drugs 646 00:39:24,992 --> 00:39:29,788 and I always will mess with drugs, as long as I like to. 647 00:39:30,122 --> 00:39:31,081 Very much so. 648 00:39:32,833 --> 00:39:35,669 Cocaine is a beautiful drug. I like it and I love it. 649 00:39:36,003 --> 00:39:39,756 I will always stick by it, I will always deal with it. 650 00:39:40,090 --> 00:39:43,135 Mainly, I have sold works for it. 651 00:39:43,468 --> 00:39:47,097 For so many period of months to get my drugs. 652 00:39:48,640 --> 00:39:51,852 To build my habit up and my needs. 653 00:39:52,185 --> 00:39:56,982 My needs for that bag of coke that everybody love and like. 654 00:39:57,524 --> 00:40:01,111 Mainly, I love it. I can never stop using it. 655 00:40:01,445 --> 00:40:05,032 I will always use it. I will always need it. 656 00:40:08,744 --> 00:40:11,330 - [Gringo] You know, for most of the people down here, 657 00:40:11,663 --> 00:40:13,165 it's a pretty shitty place. 658 00:40:13,498 --> 00:40:16,710 They're living on fruit loops and pizza. 659 00:40:17,044 --> 00:40:19,838 When you're high on dope, it's like, 660 00:40:20,172 --> 00:40:21,798 I don't know, I guess... 661 00:40:22,925 --> 00:40:26,345 I hope someday I get out of this fucking hell hole. 662 00:40:29,097 --> 00:40:33,268 I'll tell you, I never thought about death so much, 663 00:40:35,103 --> 00:40:38,440 but it's really become a part of my life 664 00:40:40,484 --> 00:40:42,069 and nothing matters. 665 00:40:43,695 --> 00:40:46,531 The only thing that matters is feeling good. 666 00:40:46,865 --> 00:40:49,826 The only time I feel good is when I'm really stoned. 667 00:40:50,160 --> 00:40:51,411 And most of the time these motherfuckers 668 00:40:51,745 --> 00:40:53,830 won't let you feel good. 669 00:40:54,164 --> 00:40:58,043 They'll just give you enough to get you straight. 670 00:41:01,004 --> 00:41:04,883 You get beat. It's just part of the game. 671 00:41:05,217 --> 00:41:07,219 You gotta take it with a grain of salt. 672 00:41:07,552 --> 00:41:09,763 If I'd gotten an upper for every time I got beat, 673 00:41:10,097 --> 00:41:12,224 I'd be dead a long time ago. 674 00:41:14,309 --> 00:41:16,269 Maybe someday, I'll get off this merry-go-round 675 00:41:16,603 --> 00:41:19,314 and I'll find something else to do. 676 00:41:30,993 --> 00:41:32,577 Dang. Have space. 677 00:41:32,911 --> 00:41:34,997 Listen, I'm gonna stop by for a minute, okay? 678 00:41:35,330 --> 00:41:37,207 Thanks, I'll be right by. 679 00:41:41,211 --> 00:41:42,963 A couple of more here. 680 00:41:46,383 --> 00:41:47,134 Oh. 681 00:41:48,301 --> 00:41:48,969 Gosh. 682 00:41:49,302 --> 00:41:51,388 Anyway, this chick at the pit, she's a weird number. 683 00:41:51,722 --> 00:41:55,267 She's got this necklace around her neck, 684 00:41:55,600 --> 00:41:57,936 it's like a heart with a skull on it. 685 00:41:58,270 --> 00:42:00,272 And inside of it is cyanide. 686 00:42:00,605 --> 00:42:01,481 That's weird. 687 00:42:05,610 --> 00:42:09,031 - Yeah, I was reading up on these tarantulas, 688 00:42:09,364 --> 00:42:11,491 and they got eight eyes, 689 00:42:11,825 --> 00:42:13,869 and if they lose legs, they can regenerate them. 690 00:42:14,202 --> 00:42:15,287 They shed their skins every year. 691 00:42:15,620 --> 00:42:16,455 They just come right out of it 692 00:42:16,788 --> 00:42:20,333 and they leave skins that are exactly like the tarantulas. 693 00:42:20,667 --> 00:42:22,294 You wake up in the morning 694 00:42:22,627 --> 00:42:24,755 and the next thing you know, 695 00:42:25,797 --> 00:42:28,759 it looks like you got two of them in there. 696 00:42:29,092 --> 00:42:32,262 Mice are really aware of what you're doing for them, 697 00:42:32,596 --> 00:42:33,597 but tarantulas... 698 00:42:37,100 --> 00:42:38,185 'Cause the fuckers are really boring. 699 00:42:38,518 --> 00:42:41,146 They have no emotions or response. 700 00:42:44,858 --> 00:42:46,568 They don't even know you're feeding them. 701 00:42:46,902 --> 00:42:50,489 They have no idea what's going on at all. 702 00:42:50,822 --> 00:42:52,365 Yeah, the best thing about having spiders 703 00:42:52,699 --> 00:42:53,617 is that you feed them crickets 704 00:42:53,950 --> 00:42:54,701 and for a couple of days, 705 00:42:55,035 --> 00:42:57,204 you get to listen to the crickets. 706 00:42:57,537 --> 00:42:59,498 You sound like you're in the country. 707 00:42:59,831 --> 00:43:02,292 It's the only really good thing. 708 00:43:08,465 --> 00:43:10,717 Come here, you know what you are? 709 00:43:11,051 --> 00:43:12,135 Come on, don't go in there. 710 00:43:12,469 --> 00:43:16,014 All right, do go in there. Come out this way. 711 00:43:16,348 --> 00:43:19,434 This little mouse thinks he's a rat still. 712 00:43:19,768 --> 00:43:21,937 - [Gringo] I've got to get some new works. 713 00:43:22,270 --> 00:43:22,771 - [Woman] Yeah. 714 00:43:23,105 --> 00:43:24,606 - [Gringo] These things like a nail. 715 00:43:24,940 --> 00:43:25,982 - [Woman] Yeah. 716 00:43:27,692 --> 00:43:28,318 - [Gringo] Typical. 717 00:43:28,652 --> 00:43:32,948 - I've been feeding the rats beans and peas and stuff. 718 00:43:34,533 --> 00:43:37,452 And the mice. I really like them. 719 00:43:37,786 --> 00:43:38,620 You don't have to just buy this food 720 00:43:38,954 --> 00:43:41,998 if you give them dried vegetables. 721 00:43:42,332 --> 00:43:44,501 They eat that just as much. 722 00:43:44,835 --> 00:43:48,255 It's pretty interesting. Wow. Good stuff. Rat pellets. 723 00:43:48,588 --> 00:43:50,590 - [Gringo] They'll still be here when we're all gone. 724 00:43:50,924 --> 00:43:52,509 - No, rats don't live long. 725 00:43:52,843 --> 00:43:55,262 - [Gringo] Yeah, but during the Cuban Crisis, 726 00:43:55,595 --> 00:43:57,806 when I was 10 years old, I had all these nightmares 727 00:43:58,140 --> 00:43:59,141 of atomic war. 728 00:43:59,474 --> 00:43:59,975 - [Woman] Sure. 729 00:44:00,308 --> 00:44:02,060 Those were the days of, "Hide under your desk." 730 00:44:02,394 --> 00:44:03,311 Like, that's gonna do some good 731 00:44:03,645 --> 00:44:06,398 when they drop an atomic bomb. 732 00:44:06,731 --> 00:44:08,150 - [Gringo] And there's nothing that's really stimulating 733 00:44:08,483 --> 00:44:13,238 to kids today, except for the fear of out and out war. 734 00:44:14,447 --> 00:44:15,615 - [Woman] Ratsos. 735 00:44:15,949 --> 00:44:18,493 See, these guys are much more intelligent. 736 00:44:18,827 --> 00:44:22,205 They know what's happening. Come on, Ratso. 737 00:44:24,499 --> 00:44:26,751 See, this one's all fat. See? 738 00:44:28,253 --> 00:44:29,754 One skinny one and one fat one. 739 00:44:30,088 --> 00:44:30,589 Yeah. Right. 740 00:44:30,922 --> 00:44:33,049 It's like, I went to the nuclear demonstration 741 00:44:33,383 --> 00:44:35,886 on June 12th and there's all kinds of people there, 742 00:44:36,219 --> 00:44:38,221 and there's even punks, you know? 743 00:44:38,555 --> 00:44:40,473 It's really good to see that the young people 744 00:44:40,807 --> 00:44:42,350 that are interested will occasionally come out 745 00:44:42,684 --> 00:44:43,768 and do actions. 746 00:44:44,102 --> 00:44:47,731 Because seems to be an incredible waste of time. 747 00:44:48,064 --> 00:44:51,234 That guys go around with shirts that say, "New York rules," 748 00:44:51,568 --> 00:44:54,279 and "DC rules," and "LA rules." 749 00:44:54,613 --> 00:44:57,073 Where it's at is that no one rules. 750 00:44:57,407 --> 00:45:00,243 People are conditioned to look for the differences 751 00:45:00,577 --> 00:45:02,162 between people and not to realize 752 00:45:02,495 --> 00:45:04,831 that they should be working together. 753 00:45:05,165 --> 00:45:07,000 Well, the only thing that's gonna wake them up 754 00:45:07,334 --> 00:45:10,337 is if the youth of America is threatened. 755 00:45:10,670 --> 00:45:11,838 And if they're threatened, 756 00:45:12,172 --> 00:45:15,550 like the youth was threatened during the Vietnam War, 757 00:45:15,884 --> 00:45:18,845 then there will be an overall consciousness again. 758 00:45:19,179 --> 00:45:19,846 if you go to school 759 00:45:20,180 --> 00:45:21,890 and you realize that you're gonna come out, 760 00:45:22,224 --> 00:45:23,391 and you're gonna make $3 an hour 761 00:45:23,725 --> 00:45:24,476 and it's not gonna pay your rent, 762 00:45:24,809 --> 00:45:26,311 and it's not gonna buy you food, 763 00:45:26,645 --> 00:45:29,356 that's a distinct threat on your consciousness. 764 00:45:29,689 --> 00:45:32,275 - [Gringo] The poor kids go into service. 765 00:45:32,609 --> 00:45:35,570 It's not contained to poor Blacks anymore. 766 00:45:35,904 --> 00:45:37,405 It's all the poor people. 767 00:45:37,739 --> 00:45:38,615 They go into the service, 768 00:45:38,949 --> 00:45:40,533 just like in an underdeveloped country. 769 00:45:40,867 --> 00:45:41,576 - [Woman] It's not that many kids 770 00:45:41,910 --> 00:45:42,702 going into the Army. 771 00:45:43,036 --> 00:45:43,954 There's plenty of them. 772 00:45:44,287 --> 00:45:45,705 Poor kids are all going into the Army. 773 00:45:46,039 --> 00:45:47,624 It's the best thing they could do. 774 00:45:47,958 --> 00:45:49,542 It gives them experience, 775 00:45:49,876 --> 00:45:52,337 it gives them training, it gives them money, 776 00:45:52,671 --> 00:45:54,214 it gives them everything when they come out. 777 00:45:54,547 --> 00:45:55,632 They can get any kind of fucking loan they want to. 778 00:45:55,966 --> 00:45:58,009 They're covered medically. 779 00:45:58,343 --> 00:45:59,636 Everything is covered for them 780 00:45:59,970 --> 00:46:02,430 after they get out of the fucking service. 781 00:46:02,764 --> 00:46:03,848 Me, I'm stuck. I never went into the Army -- 782 00:46:04,182 --> 00:46:05,100 - [Woman] How many people have you met 783 00:46:05,433 --> 00:46:07,519 that have recently gone into the service? 784 00:46:07,852 --> 00:46:09,854 - Never talked about nothing, man. I'm an anarchist. 785 00:46:10,188 --> 00:46:12,107 I never fucking filed income tax. 786 00:46:12,440 --> 00:46:14,859 I ain't did shit with these motherfuckers. 787 00:46:15,193 --> 00:46:16,319 I don't want to talk to them about 788 00:46:16,653 --> 00:46:18,113 when they said I had amnesty, I had to do is go down -- 789 00:46:18,446 --> 00:46:19,406 How are you gonna get married? 790 00:46:19,739 --> 00:46:22,659 - Salute the flag, you know? I didn't do it. 791 00:46:22,993 --> 00:46:24,160 I don't want nothing to do with them. 792 00:46:24,494 --> 00:46:25,203 - [Woman] How are you gonna get married 793 00:46:25,537 --> 00:46:26,246 without identification? 794 00:46:26,579 --> 00:46:27,747 - I have identification now. 795 00:46:28,081 --> 00:46:28,581 Oh, that's good. 796 00:46:28,915 --> 00:46:29,833 - I just sent for my birth certificate. 797 00:46:30,166 --> 00:46:33,878 But it's the first time I've had ID in 12 years. 798 00:47:55,794 --> 00:47:57,170 When I was 15, 799 00:47:57,504 --> 00:48:00,382 I picked up this 31 year-old hooker. 800 00:48:00,715 --> 00:48:01,216 She told me, 801 00:48:01,549 --> 00:48:03,009 "if a woman makes too much noise 802 00:48:03,343 --> 00:48:06,012 while you're making love with her, she's faking you, 803 00:48:06,346 --> 00:48:08,431 and they're either trying to get you to come fast, 804 00:48:08,765 --> 00:48:11,351 or trying to get you to tip them more." 805 00:48:11,684 --> 00:48:15,980 I think it's a little bit of both if it's a whore. 806 00:48:16,314 --> 00:48:20,902 Personally, I haven't had a woman like her a long time. 807 00:48:23,405 --> 00:48:24,531 She was really good in bed. 808 00:48:24,864 --> 00:48:26,658 At first, I really dug it, 809 00:48:26,991 --> 00:48:30,829 'cause what 14, 15 year-old boy gets enough sex? 810 00:48:34,207 --> 00:48:37,669 But I stayed with her, like, two, three years 811 00:48:39,045 --> 00:48:40,255 and then I grew tired of her, 812 00:48:40,588 --> 00:48:42,882 and I wanted a girl a little bit younger. 813 00:48:45,009 --> 00:48:48,680 And this is about a year before Hendrix and Joplin, 814 00:48:49,013 --> 00:48:50,932 all them people died. 815 00:48:51,266 --> 00:48:54,519 I met JC and John the same time together. 816 00:48:54,853 --> 00:48:58,523 I was walking down Haight Street, I was about 17. 817 00:48:58,857 --> 00:49:00,608 And me and JC just right away, 818 00:49:00,942 --> 00:49:02,694 we took to each other, you know? 819 00:49:03,027 --> 00:49:05,238 We both kind of looked alike 820 00:49:06,823 --> 00:49:10,994 and we both had long brown hair, 821 00:49:11,327 --> 00:49:13,538 and wore the same kind of hippie shit. 822 00:49:13,872 --> 00:49:17,041 Patches everywhere. Patches on our patches. 823 00:49:17,375 --> 00:49:20,295 It was all during the Vietnam War era. 824 00:49:20,628 --> 00:49:23,798 And we're all radicals, or hippies, 825 00:49:25,341 --> 00:49:27,760 or riot fanatics, or something. 826 00:49:29,554 --> 00:49:32,182 I wasn't going to no fucking Vietnam War. 827 00:49:32,515 --> 00:49:34,017 So we all had an affinity. 828 00:49:34,350 --> 00:49:37,562 We were all against the government. 829 00:49:37,896 --> 00:49:39,022 Us, the Indians. 830 00:49:40,690 --> 00:49:41,691 Cesar Chavez. 831 00:49:43,109 --> 00:49:46,571 Everybody was kind of together, 832 00:49:46,905 --> 00:49:49,032 even though we had different causes. 833 00:49:49,365 --> 00:49:52,911 It's the same cause all in all. Smash the state. 834 00:49:53,244 --> 00:49:56,706 Anyway, STP John was the leader of the gang. 835 00:49:57,874 --> 00:50:00,001 He got shot while taking a piss 836 00:50:00,335 --> 00:50:03,087 behind this speed freak's house. 837 00:50:03,421 --> 00:50:06,174 And on the one year anniversary of his death, 838 00:50:06,508 --> 00:50:08,635 me and JC went out there and we took a couple of chicks, 839 00:50:08,968 --> 00:50:11,095 and a bunch of booze, 840 00:50:11,429 --> 00:50:16,226 and got real drunk and fucked the chicks on his grave, 841 00:50:16,559 --> 00:50:20,730 threw up, did everything, pissed on the gravestone. 842 00:50:22,607 --> 00:50:23,608 He's dead now too. 843 00:50:23,942 --> 00:50:26,611 He got blown away in a $5,000 heroin deal 844 00:50:26,945 --> 00:50:29,697 about five or six years ago. 845 00:50:30,031 --> 00:50:32,867 They found him floating in a lake, in LA, 846 00:50:33,201 --> 00:50:36,329 and I was drunk and wanted to see my old girlfriend. 847 00:50:36,663 --> 00:50:38,331 I got there and she was there with her new boyfriend. 848 00:50:38,665 --> 00:50:40,583 He had all his friends there. 849 00:50:40,917 --> 00:50:42,752 And so we're there for about five minutes, 850 00:50:43,086 --> 00:50:46,381 and the guy said, "Well, I think it's time you leave now." 851 00:50:46,714 --> 00:50:48,091 And I said, "Well, yeah? Well, fuck you. 852 00:50:48,424 --> 00:50:50,885 I'll stay as long as I want. This is my ex-girlfriend. 853 00:50:51,219 --> 00:50:52,512 I came to visit." 854 00:50:52,845 --> 00:50:54,973 All of a sudden, one dude flew at me, 855 00:50:55,306 --> 00:50:56,558 I think it was her boyfriend, 856 00:50:56,891 --> 00:50:59,978 and then his friends jumped in, too, 857 00:51:00,311 --> 00:51:03,398 and they were jacking me up in the fireplace, 858 00:51:03,731 --> 00:51:06,651 and this one guy was hitting me and it felt real hard. 859 00:51:06,985 --> 00:51:09,404 I grabbed his fist, I said, "Oh my god, 860 00:51:09,737 --> 00:51:12,115 fucking brass knuckles?" 861 00:51:12,448 --> 00:51:16,327 So I grabbed him by the hair and pulled his head down, 862 00:51:16,661 --> 00:51:18,663 and all of a sudden, his ear popped into my mouth. 863 00:51:18,997 --> 00:51:22,625 So I bit as hard as I could and pulled his head back, 864 00:51:22,959 --> 00:51:24,711 and spit his ear in his face. 865 00:51:25,044 --> 00:51:26,713 All this blood came out and everything. 866 00:51:27,046 --> 00:51:31,676 And so, detectives came and everything with the ambulance. 867 00:51:32,635 --> 00:51:33,761 Started asking me, "Who did this to you? 868 00:51:34,095 --> 00:51:34,596 Who did this to you?" 869 00:51:34,929 --> 00:51:36,639 And I said, "Get the fuck out here." 870 00:51:36,973 --> 00:51:39,309 I spit on one of their faces. 871 00:51:39,642 --> 00:51:40,977 And they took me to the hospital 872 00:51:41,311 --> 00:51:43,354 and put me into emergency operation. 873 00:51:43,688 --> 00:51:46,441 And the cocksucker said, "Well, he's too high." 874 00:51:46,774 --> 00:51:50,945 So they didn't give me no anesthetic, nothing. 875 00:51:51,279 --> 00:51:52,447 They did two layers of stitches, 876 00:51:52,780 --> 00:51:55,825 fished all around in my stomach and everything. 877 00:51:56,159 --> 00:51:58,202 See if anything was broken. 878 00:51:59,203 --> 00:52:02,123 Man, you could hear me screaming for three city blocks. 879 00:52:02,457 --> 00:52:04,083 No fucking shit. 880 00:52:04,417 --> 00:52:08,129 That was some of the most pain I ever felt in my life. 881 00:52:08,463 --> 00:52:11,299 It had to be as bad as having a baby, at least. 882 00:52:11,633 --> 00:52:13,801 It was actually two slices. The guy had sliced me twice. 883 00:52:14,135 --> 00:52:18,765 So there was a little piece of meat in between both slices. 884 00:52:19,098 --> 00:52:20,933 So they had to cut that slice of meat off 885 00:52:21,267 --> 00:52:23,770 before sewing me up. 886 00:52:25,146 --> 00:52:27,690 And they cut that piece of meat off, 887 00:52:28,024 --> 00:52:30,526 and they sewed me up finally. 888 00:52:30,860 --> 00:52:33,696 Two layers of stitches, mind you, with no anesthetic. 889 00:52:34,030 --> 00:52:36,240 And after the whole thing, I said, 890 00:52:36,574 --> 00:52:38,785 can I have the piece of meat that was laying there 891 00:52:39,118 --> 00:52:43,039 on the little tray that they put at the side of the bed? 892 00:52:43,373 --> 00:52:46,834 Looks like you're going to a drive in diner. 893 00:52:48,086 --> 00:52:48,836 And they said no. And I said, "How come?" 894 00:52:49,170 --> 00:52:51,339 They said, "Well, it's not hygienic." 895 00:52:51,673 --> 00:52:54,509 And I said, "What the fuck you talking about? That's me. 896 00:52:54,842 --> 00:52:58,346 You're gonna tell me I can't take me with me?" 897 00:52:58,680 --> 00:53:00,431 So the doctors all stepped outta the room for a minute 898 00:53:00,765 --> 00:53:03,184 and when they did, I hopped up off the operating table, 899 00:53:03,518 --> 00:53:06,813 grabbed the hunk of meat and stuck it in my pocket. 900 00:53:59,198 --> 00:54:01,117 Thanks, little man. 901 00:54:01,451 --> 00:54:02,535 - Okay. - Take care, baby. 902 00:54:02,869 --> 00:54:04,036 - All right, bye, babe. Take it easy. 903 00:54:04,370 --> 00:54:04,912 Hi. 904 00:54:05,246 --> 00:54:06,581 - What's up? 905 00:54:06,914 --> 00:54:07,790 How you been? 906 00:54:08,708 --> 00:54:10,585 - Hopefully me in a minute. 907 00:54:18,134 --> 00:54:19,051 - Good every day. Every day. 908 00:54:19,385 --> 00:54:21,637 - Hey, man. That's a nice board. 909 00:54:21,971 --> 00:54:23,139 - I had it hanging around, man. 910 00:54:23,473 --> 00:54:24,766 Took it out to see if I could sell it. 911 00:54:25,099 --> 00:54:26,350 - You're gonna sell it? 912 00:54:26,684 --> 00:54:27,477 - All right. 913 00:54:30,146 --> 00:54:32,940 I took it the house to get some money for it. 914 00:54:33,274 --> 00:54:36,652 Don't be too long, man. What's happening, man? 915 00:54:36,986 --> 00:54:38,237 Hi. 916 00:54:38,571 --> 00:54:40,406 What's up, baby? 917 00:54:40,740 --> 00:54:43,034 Hey, you're good at that, man. 918 00:54:43,367 --> 00:54:44,744 - How much you want for it? 919 00:54:45,077 --> 00:54:47,246 - Twenty bucks, man. - Yeah? 920 00:54:47,580 --> 00:54:49,081 Listen, I tell you what -- 921 00:54:49,415 --> 00:54:53,127 - The man's getting uptight. - Yeah, yeah, yeah. 922 00:54:53,461 --> 00:54:55,296 If you can wait like 15 minutes for me to get it, 923 00:54:55,630 --> 00:54:56,172 'cause I just copped, 924 00:54:56,506 --> 00:54:59,008 and you know that I can take the money back. 925 00:54:59,342 --> 00:55:00,635 I want definitely. 926 00:55:09,268 --> 00:55:11,437 - Hi, is mom there? 927 00:55:11,771 --> 00:55:14,398 Hi, mom. Hi, mom. How are you? Good. 928 00:55:17,568 --> 00:55:20,154 Everything's been going good with me. 929 00:55:20,488 --> 00:55:23,825 Listen, mom, it's been a while since I asked you 930 00:55:24,158 --> 00:55:25,868 and I'm really put out. 931 00:55:27,119 --> 00:55:28,454 I've gotta come up with my rent. 932 00:55:28,788 --> 00:55:30,706 I got some money coming to me next week, 933 00:55:31,040 --> 00:55:33,584 but I need to have some cash now. 934 00:55:40,091 --> 00:55:42,510 Even 100 to make it, you know? 935 00:55:43,636 --> 00:55:46,430 I love you. You're so sweet. 936 00:55:46,764 --> 00:55:49,892 You always come through when I need you. 937 00:55:55,439 --> 00:55:58,943 Three or four guys, one of them was a drag queen, 938 00:55:59,277 --> 00:56:01,153 and I spit on the street, 939 00:56:02,113 --> 00:56:06,409 and one of them got all indignant 940 00:56:06,742 --> 00:56:08,077 and said, "Oh you tried to spit on me." 941 00:56:08,411 --> 00:56:11,080 I said, "I did not, you fucking drag queen." 942 00:56:11,414 --> 00:56:15,042 And words were exchanged, 943 00:56:15,376 --> 00:56:18,129 and then a couple shoves happened, 944 00:56:18,462 --> 00:56:20,756 and all of a sudden, they whipped out chains 945 00:56:21,090 --> 00:56:24,218 and started kicking the shit out of me. 946 00:56:24,552 --> 00:56:26,429 They beat me over my head. 947 00:56:26,762 --> 00:56:29,390 Just kept beating me and beating me. 948 00:56:29,724 --> 00:56:33,436 And the cops came, and they stopped everything. 949 00:56:36,522 --> 00:56:40,359 But what it is, it's just a scar over the lens. 950 00:56:44,155 --> 00:56:47,658 If you can see, it's like a white cloud. 951 00:56:47,992 --> 00:56:50,286 Can you see it? Do you see it? 952 00:56:51,704 --> 00:56:54,040 It's like a $5,000 operation. 953 00:56:55,666 --> 00:56:57,919 And what they do, they use a laser 954 00:56:58,252 --> 00:56:59,837 with a small little vacuum, 955 00:57:00,171 --> 00:57:01,047 and they go in with the laser 956 00:57:01,380 --> 00:57:03,716 and they cut away the scar tissue, 957 00:57:04,050 --> 00:57:08,346 and then they got this little vacuum that sucks it up. 958 00:57:21,817 --> 00:57:23,277 It's $6.00 if you wanna come in. 959 00:57:23,611 --> 00:57:25,571 - Come on, man. - Money or leave. 960 00:57:25,905 --> 00:57:27,740 Fuck you then, man. I'm getting outta this -- 961 00:57:28,074 --> 00:57:29,283 - Right. Right. You're leaving now. 962 00:57:29,617 --> 00:57:32,078 All right. All right. 963 00:58:15,621 --> 00:58:16,247 - I don't know what the fuck 964 00:58:16,580 --> 00:58:18,332 you'd be knocking on my door early in the morning for, 965 00:58:18,666 --> 00:58:21,544 asking for a spike and all that dumb shit. 966 00:58:21,877 --> 00:58:25,256 - I'm sorry. Goddamn. You got a cigarette? 967 00:58:35,558 --> 00:58:37,143 You got a cigarette? 968 01:00:07,858 --> 01:00:08,442 Oh, shit. 969 01:00:44,478 --> 01:00:45,396 - Hey, Larry. 970 01:00:47,523 --> 01:00:49,483 I didn't have the money to get all of them at once, 971 01:00:49,817 --> 01:00:51,318 but I brought you two of these. 972 01:00:51,652 --> 01:00:52,778 The ones you saw that you liked. 973 01:00:53,112 --> 01:00:55,489 And this is the style I was telling you about. 974 01:00:55,823 --> 01:00:58,659 They have the little red stone in the back 975 01:00:58,993 --> 01:00:59,660 and it's the same thing. 976 01:00:59,994 --> 01:01:01,078 Five each. - Okay. 977 01:01:01,412 --> 01:01:02,204 - So take these three for now 978 01:01:02,538 --> 01:01:04,123 and I'll bring you the other nine. 979 01:01:04,456 --> 01:01:05,499 - Okay. - Money. 980 01:03:38,652 --> 01:03:42,740 - Well, I knew Cindy since she was 11 years old. 981 01:03:43,073 --> 01:03:47,536 She was in this gang in Berkeley, called the Red Rockets. 982 01:03:48,537 --> 01:03:51,290 And I was really in love with her. 983 01:03:53,584 --> 01:03:57,504 And she was very cute when she was really young. 984 01:03:58,505 --> 01:03:59,840 We decided to get married, 985 01:04:00,174 --> 01:04:01,717 which was, at the time, a good idea, 986 01:04:02,051 --> 01:04:03,427 'cause I was drunk. 987 01:04:03,761 --> 01:04:08,015 And one morning, it was about 5:30, six in the morning, 988 01:04:08,349 --> 01:04:11,268 she woke up and complained of stomach pains. 989 01:04:11,602 --> 01:04:12,519 I was a little worried, 990 01:04:12,853 --> 01:04:14,229 'cause she was pregnant. 991 01:04:14,563 --> 01:04:17,191 All of a sudden, she just aborted. 992 01:04:18,776 --> 01:04:23,655 My only son and heir came popping out, covered in blood. 993 01:04:23,989 --> 01:04:27,951 It was gross. It was the grossest thing I ever saw. 994 01:04:28,285 --> 01:04:30,162 I didn't know what to do. 995 01:04:31,747 --> 01:04:34,500 It looked like a little rat fetus or something. 996 01:04:34,833 --> 01:04:36,668 It was just about this big, you know? 997 01:04:37,002 --> 01:04:39,922 She was only about three months pregnant, I guess. 998 01:04:40,255 --> 01:04:41,256 And it's really disgusting. 999 01:04:41,590 --> 01:04:42,216 I know it's illegal, 1000 01:04:42,549 --> 01:04:44,176 because you're supposed to report those sort of things. 1001 01:04:44,510 --> 01:04:46,387 But I just took the fetus 1002 01:04:47,721 --> 01:04:51,475 and I threw it in a plastic trash bag. 1003 01:04:51,809 --> 01:04:52,559 Put it out in the garbage. 1004 01:04:52,893 --> 01:04:54,186 I didn't know what to do with it. 1005 01:04:54,520 --> 01:04:56,897 What are you gonna do with this little thing? 1006 01:04:57,231 --> 01:05:01,944 Nothing more than a huge period. It was weird. 1007 01:05:03,529 --> 01:05:04,238 But then after that happened, 1008 01:05:04,571 --> 01:05:07,741 then I sent her back to her mom in Washington state. 1009 01:05:08,075 --> 01:05:10,994 A couple weeks later, her mom called me up 1010 01:05:11,328 --> 01:05:12,746 and said that Cindy had been run over 1011 01:05:13,080 --> 01:05:15,999 by a logger truck while riding on the back of a motorcycle 1012 01:05:16,333 --> 01:05:17,793 with this other guy. 1013 01:05:21,213 --> 01:05:22,631 Then I started shooting heroin, 1014 01:05:22,965 --> 01:05:26,135 'cause I had all these nightmares about the baby, 1015 01:05:26,468 --> 01:05:27,094 about her, 1016 01:05:30,139 --> 01:05:32,891 about how things could have been different, I guess. 1017 01:05:33,225 --> 01:05:36,311 But I don't know, maybe it was just never supposed to be. 1018 01:05:36,645 --> 01:05:38,605 I guess it wasn't, was it? 1019 01:05:39,940 --> 01:05:42,776 But I don't know. I always kind of blame myself. 1020 01:05:43,110 --> 01:05:46,363 I had horrible nightmares for at least a couple years. 1021 01:05:46,697 --> 01:05:49,158 Pretty much over the nightmares. 1022 01:07:01,230 --> 01:07:03,273 - This is brown dope. 1023 01:07:03,607 --> 01:07:07,528 In other words, made with Nestle's Quik. Bastards. 1024 01:07:20,958 --> 01:07:24,211 God damn, it's so obviously Nestle Quik. 1025 01:07:27,297 --> 01:07:29,550 You can smell the chocolate. 1026 01:07:32,177 --> 01:07:33,512 Ain't that funny? 1027 01:08:07,337 --> 01:08:09,590 It's sometimes a lot of fun. 1028 01:08:11,133 --> 01:08:15,012 I mean, if you can imagine a movie in your mind, 1029 01:08:16,054 --> 01:08:20,100 that's what it's like when you're really high. 1030 01:08:20,434 --> 01:08:23,478 And you could be with somebody that you love that's dead 1031 01:08:23,812 --> 01:08:24,771 and long gone. 1032 01:08:25,939 --> 01:08:27,733 But you're so high right now 1033 01:08:28,066 --> 01:08:30,360 that they're right there next to you, 1034 01:08:30,694 --> 01:08:32,654 and they're kissing you like they used to, 1035 01:08:32,988 --> 01:08:33,780 laughing like they used to. 1036 01:08:34,114 --> 01:08:36,992 And you can see them. It's right there. 1037 01:08:38,785 --> 01:08:39,411 'Cause for some reason, 1038 01:08:39,745 --> 01:08:44,207 opium lets you create whatever you want in your mind. 1039 01:08:59,640 --> 01:09:02,225 - I'm trying, I'm a bit nervous. 1040 01:12:03,156 --> 01:12:04,991 - [Gringo] You want me to tell you what it's like to be sick? 1041 01:12:05,408 --> 01:12:07,869 Like the worst flu you ever had. 1042 01:12:09,204 --> 01:12:11,790 You're tired. You got no energy. 1043 01:12:14,459 --> 01:12:17,420 You sweat a lot when you're under the covers. 1044 01:12:17,754 --> 01:12:19,422 When you're not under the covers, 1045 01:12:19,756 --> 01:12:22,634 then you freeze and you're chilling. 1046 01:12:25,178 --> 01:12:26,221 It's the worst. 1047 01:12:27,848 --> 01:12:29,224 That's why it's better to quit gradually 1048 01:12:29,558 --> 01:12:32,018 than just stop all at once. 1049 01:12:32,352 --> 01:12:33,144 Cold turkey. 1050 01:12:35,230 --> 01:12:37,691 Cut back down to two bags a day, 1051 01:12:38,024 --> 01:12:41,611 then one bag a day, then do methadone for a few days, 1052 01:12:41,945 --> 01:12:43,947 and then do Valiums. 1053 01:12:44,281 --> 01:12:45,991 That's it. I'll be off.